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Ainslie Caswell
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Dec 13, 2020

How Having PTSD Can Impact Chronic Body Pain

Finding solutions when there is no guide — For the past several years, I have been chasing pain in my body. It feels like a phantom. It has no discernible cause. I cannot pinpoint a start date. …

PTSD

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How Having PTSD Can Impact Chronic Body Pain
How Having PTSD Can Impact Chronic Body Pain
PTSD

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Invisible Illness

·Apr 4, 2020

What ‘I’m Just Kidding’ Sounds Like to Someone With PTSD

Have you known folks throughout your life who like to say outrageous things and wait to get a reaction out of people? Then, they follow it up with a quick, “I’m just kidding!” These are the self-proclaimed “ballbusters,” or folks who like to joke around. …

PTSD

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What ‘I’m Just Kidding’ Sounds Like to Someone With PTSD
What ‘I’m Just Kidding’ Sounds Like to Someone With PTSD
PTSD

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Invisible Illness

·Aug 26, 2019

PTSD + Abusive Clients

When you’re a freelancer, have a trauma condition, and you get burned by a client…it can be massively hard to bounce back — The story I am about to tell occurred well over a year ago. It has not only taken me that long for me to wrap my head around the situation and learn to progress from it, but also to rectify my anger about the whole thing. …

Writing

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PTSD + bad client experiences
PTSD + bad client experiences
Writing

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Invisible Illness

·Mar 7, 2019

PTSD + the beginning

Being diagnosed at 28, and what that means — I feel as though I have been absent for a very long time. Not just from Medium, and my writing as a whole, but also from the rest of my life. I don’t think I handled my PTSD diagnosis well, but it’s getting better all the time. …

Mental Health

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PTSD + the beginning
PTSD + the beginning
Mental Health

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The Coffeelicious

·Feb 24, 2017

Thank God Friday Means Nothing

I have (consensual) access to someone else’s Instagram. I won’t bother explaining why. The feed of their followers is rife with pictures of random things. Makeup, high heels, trees, flowers, booze, skylines, beer flights, drag queens, typewriters, ukuleles, food people didn’t cook, food people did cook, drunk people, sober…

Life Lessons

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Thank God Friday Means Nothing
Thank God Friday Means Nothing
Life Lessons

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The Coffeelicious

·Nov 20, 2016

Art Is Political

Since Mike Pence visited the Richard Rodgers theatre on November 18th, there has been feedback that the Hamilton cast, and namely Brandon Dixon, should not have offered a now infamous post-curtain speech. Dixon concisely expressed that certain people, many of whom were on stage, were “alarmed and anxious” that the…

Hamilton

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Art Is Political
Art Is Political
Hamilton

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Glorious Birds

·Oct 6, 2016

My Cone Biopsy and Dancing Into The Night

After almost four years in Los Angeles, I had done what any sensible girl had done: I had obtained a bachelor’s degree, done some waitressing and bartending, gotten a nose job, been a fully clothed background extra in a porno (which never got released, so don’t even open that tab…

AskMeAboutMyUterus

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My Cone Biopsy and Dancing Into The Night
My Cone Biopsy and Dancing Into The Night
AskMeAboutMyUterus

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The Billfold

·Sep 26, 2016

Why an Exotic Dancer Is (Financially) Just Like Your Hairdresser

Part 1: How Strippers Get Paid When I was a stripper, people were surprisingly curious about how I made money. “So, you’re a contractor?” men would often ask. “No, technically I’m running my own business,” I would tell them, and this was true. It wasn’t that I felt a strong need to correct them. I’m…

Sex Work

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Why an Exotic Dancer Is (Financially) Just Like Your Hairdresser
Why an Exotic Dancer Is (Financially) Just Like Your Hairdresser
Sex Work

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The Writing Cooperative

·Aug 22, 2016

Producing a NYC Festival Play

Part 3: Misdirected Revenge — late June, 2016 (In case you missed it… Part 2) The launch party being hosted by the theater happens in excess of three weeks before the beginning of the actual one-act festival. There is a fair amount of ceremony just for ceremony’s sake. We are told to dress “red-carpet-ready.” There…

Theatre

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Producing a NYC Festival Play
Producing a NYC Festival Play
Theatre

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The Writing Cooperative

·Aug 12, 2016

Producing a NYC Festival Play

Part 2: Plans of Attack — June, 2016 (In case you missed it…. Part 1) All festival participants have the option of submitting a “video diary” in order to help with promotion, and to win an additional prize. I’m not a textbook overachiever, but in college I typically took advantage of extra credit, when available. …

Theatre

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Producing a NYC Festival Play
Producing a NYC Festival Play
Theatre

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